Well, I didn't even have to wait for two weeks this time. I will take this as a blessing. Waiting the full two weeks is painful. Having my cycle arrive late, way MORE painful. Coming early...not fun, but ends the pain a little sooner.
So, of course, I am not giving up. I start fertility acupuncture on Saturday. I have my first fertility consult with a Western OB on the following Tuesday. I look forward to the alternative treatment. I am not quite sure why I am going to the other appointment, but maybe I will know that after it happens. I also found a midwife that I might like, via online reading, and I might contact her just to counterbalance anything the Western people might tell me about my bicornuate uterus.
So, another month that wasn't the right time. I have been in not the best space anyway. Feeling much better this week, more open, more relaxed. Of course the babe wants to come into this world when I am at a good place in my heart.
Advice from my pregnant friend..via her midwife: Have sex every day and be happy.
More practice....not a bad thing. We are going to try seven days in a row. Let's see if I can make it past day three. That will be a record. We are going to try in the mornings instead, since I'm not as much of a night girl like I used to be.
That's the latest. Meditating consistently, finding more happiness, less stress......
and getting more hopeful instead of discouraged.